I remember the saying,"Not only do our beliefs change our behaviour, but also our behaviour changes our beliefs."
I'm struggling with polarically opposite feelings about something that happened to me and I can't quite seem to sort them out.
Maybe I don't have to. Maybe the answer is to say - it happened, God caused it and He will somehow weave this into beauty in and for me (and perhaps for others) and that is enough for me to know.
The feelings are real but shouldn't be the focus of my thoughts. Perhaps that is where He wants me to come to rest. So in my ongoing quest to accept the sovereignty of God in my life and find grace and peace there for whatever He sends my way, perhaps feelings are overrated in priority. They must submit themselves to truth - and the truth is - God loves me and does all things for my good.
So blaaaaaahhhh just turned to blog.
Thinking better; feeling better.
First things first!
(see myself at http://thisismarcisworld.blogspot.com/2010/09/darkenss.html)
